Merry go round.

Sometimes it feels like the world is going by so fast.

It's hard not to feel like I'm being left behind. Almost like every one else is on the roller coaster ride zooming along while I'm still stuck on the merry go round. It's a depressing thought, which I usually keep at bay.

But then everywhere I see people making life changing decisions, in their career, relationships etc, and I can't help but think I should be making some of my own. So...comes the self reflection. Inevitably I always come to the same conclusion. It's not the right time or I'm not ready yet. My overly realistic mind will start calculating and planning and worrying until i'm right back where I started feeling more uneasy than before.

It gets me wondering. Will you ever know when you're ready for something? Or do you just jump into it knowing that in the end you either sink or swim? I'm a believer in good old fashioned planning. But then how much of life can you  really plan?