Sorry

i used to really like this word.

Because i liked what it stood for. Admitting one was wrong and confessing.

but lately this word has been a source of pain and annoyance to me. And every time i hear it i almost get disgusted just at the sound. Instead of receiving it as maybe a toned down whisper it seems to come at me like a sneer. As if saying i have to accept it even though i know fully well it isn't an apology. 

I wish sorry's were what they used to be. I wish people meant what they said. I wish i didn't have to lose faith in people.