I have finally gotten the green light to be hired as a research assistant in UPM.
Thank goodness I'm well on my way to begin my masters degree ^_^ And though there are so many uncertain thoughts and mixed feelings jumbled up inside me right now I have prayed countless times to be put on the path that is best for me. And I honestly believe that this is it.
So 2 more grueling years of brain torture.
But I guess there's no shortcut to anything.